It's been a while

Well it's been a while and quite eventful as well - Karen and I have got back together, and are now in the reems of splitting up again - christ is life never simple with that girl. I love her so much - but I can't go on being made to feel this way, it's just not fair. Guess I should end it - but there is a glimer of hope, but should I really hold on to something so tentative???

I got the job - Field Sales Manager Mirror Group Newspapers. Been doing it for about 6 weeks now and is going well - apart from John H have a go at me today about City Airport, that man can be such a fucking caveman for someone who is supposed to be a director!

It's coming up to easter and I have a week off - me and K were supposed to go to the Lakes together - but she's going by herself now. I'm still going up to see Pete and Andrea though. Thinking if the weather improves that I'll take the bike up.

Lee and Ali have brought a house - so I guess they won't be around for long. Now have to debate if I really want a lodger or not. Has it's pluses and minuses, would rather have someone I know but will have to wait and see. It's not like I really need the money and I enjoy my own space - but I also like the company sometimes.

Right I'm off to running club tonight - did a quick 4 miler this morning so will be interesting to see how my legs hold up tonight.

Interview day

Well today was supposed to be interview day for the Field Sales Managers position - but the snow has come down hard in the South and it's been postponed till next Tuesday - which works out well as I'm in London for Nickys leaving do that night anyway. Trouble is not much work to do today - so am bored!!!

Went to Monikas last night (Phd student - international business and education), after our date on Monday evening. Ended up staying the night, but my bloody brain keep comparing her to Karen - need to get her out of my head. Strangely when I woke this morning there was a message from Karen on my phone - she'd gone off on one (again) the other day and was apologising!! Blamed it on being ill and still hurting - like i'm not!

Anyway date with the elusive 'M' tomorrow lunchtime, so will also see how that goes. Monika and I know there is no future as she'll be disappearing again with her studies later this year - live for the moment thou that's what I say.

I need to get out and run - it's been a week now due to this weather!!! I'm starting to get very restless.

2010 - here we come.

OK - I try and do this every year, start a record of whats happening in life so someone, somewhere one day will read it.

had a date last night with Monika - great fun, well educated and 7 years my junior. But we had a great time - she's mad as a box of frogs but very enjoyable company. Meet ut side the Forum and went for a few drinks in Davies and The Dog House - shared a cab home and managed a brief kiss in the back seat!!

Looks like this will head to date number 2. Looking forward to it.

Right I need to work - have an interview tomorrow and I've not prepared a single thing. Typical.